An more is learnt in circle

I learn more and more as I sit in Circle. And I have become hungry! The more I learn, the more I want to know. There is so much out there that I would love to have the answers to.

After the prayers that start our journey together, we do meditiation. I thought I would never let my mind quieten enough to do this but I am getting so much better . In my last meditation, my darling love came to me and I could see him so clearly, hear his voice and feel his touch. He was so real. It was wonderful to talk to him. He told me he had the answers I was searching for , all of them. He also told me that I needed to find them for myself and that I would be guided, to trust my guide and my angels. Then he smiled and was gone. I miss him so much from my life but know he is safe and happy where he is and, when Heavenly Father wills it, we will be together once more.

There was much talk of the gifts Heavenly Father has given us and their correct use. That we must work on the Spiritual laws. The last one, of unconditional love, will be the hardest to follow. In my next post I shall list the laws and say which ones I am working on , then I can post my successes and failures.

Be Blessed.

Depression is just the pits

I am through the worst now but depression is just the pits. One moment you are in sunshine and next you feel like all the happiness has been sucked out of your life. My friends say it is because I take on everyone else's problems but they don't understand that it is because I choose to. Why should I ignore another persons pain when just a few words of comfort can lighten their load. I think we will never agree on what I believe.

I sat in Circle

I have been invited to join a spiritual development circle and I went on Wednesday. I had sat a few times in Circle as a guest but never to take part. This was quite an experience. After prayers and meditation , we all sat in silence and tried to contact our guides. Several of the group managed to channel their guides through. I didn't believe what happened. I was sitting there thinking yeah, right as the guides came through then I started noticing the face of the woman bringing hers through. Her whole face altered, one side drooped like she had had a stroke, it was weird.

We then talked about the Spiritual laws. They really took my attention. If we all followed them then the world really would be a wonderful place to live. I shall post them separately at some point.

Circle closed with another short meditation and prayer and we all parted feeling at peace.

Circle Time

I have started my Reiki Two and will finish this Sunday. During my first attunement (my Reiki Master always does two because she was given two) I had a wonderful experience. As I was sitting in meditation I saw a pair of really beautiful eyes looking at me. When the attunement was over my Reiki master asked how I felt and I told her of the enormous sense of peace that filled me and also that I saw these eyes. She tells me that my 'third' eye had fully opened and that I would now be able to use my gift of 'knowing' with more consistency and skill. She says that now is the time for me to connect with my guides and to sit in circle so my skills will be developed. I am excited, I am scared, I am honored.

RM is encouraging me to progress with my healing skills as well. I know I have this deep need and desire to help others through my work but I am also cognisant of the fact that having ones help sought is a great privilege. That other people trust me enough to let me into areas of their lives that are sensitive and very private is a great responsibility and not to be taken lightly. I want so much for them to heal.

Is all this the change that is ahead for me? I am so frightened of change. In a way I want it , seek it even but there is that part of me that holds back. I am still pushing my health to do this job that I have always done for so many years. It is something in me, in my soul, that I don't know how I can continue if this area of my life has to belong in the past as it surely must one day. The day gets ever closer. But the other direction is also part of my life and has been for the last six or so years. Do I take the plunge and go for it? Or do I wait and see. Maybe this I will hand over to my angels and see what happens. Angel synchronicity is perhaps the best and the safest path to follow.

Living in the 'Now'

I have been putting a great deal of thought into this idea of the 'now'. We spend so much time worrying about what might happen in the future or fretting over what happened in the past, that we forget to live now. We burden ourselves so unnecessarily when you think about it. Worry is a waste of energy. We can not alter some things in life but we worry about it. It is a very pointless exercise because all that worry and still nothing changes except we have made ourselves even more stressed and possibly ill through doing so. And worrying over the past. What has happened can not be undone yet we still worry about it. We torture ourselves in so many different ways.

How many beautiful sunsets have we missed because our thoughts are distracted ? How many smiles have we only vaguely acknowledged because our minds are busy worrying about what we will cook for dinner tomorrow ? We spend so much time worrying, judging ourselves, letting our imaginations run riot until we get no peace even in sleep. Maybe we should just live in the 'now' and deal with life as it comes. Life is for living , not for worrying every second of it away.

Today is the day you worried about yesterday. Tomorrow becomes today and today becomes the past.

"Yesterday is but today's memory and tomorrow is today's dream."
Kahlil Gibran

Be Blessed

Spirit Says....

Had another meeting at my spiritual group last night and was very fortunate to get a message from Spirit. Again I was told of the addition to the family and that it would be a boy. Very correct. Also that I was going to be taking a long journey and would connect with family. That I am well and truly on the right spiritual path but I must be patient. I am so eager to learn but it won't happen all at once for me. Spirit is also pushing the fact I need to progress with my healing work. The date is set for my Reiki 2 and I continue to work as a counsellor.

I have had some very 'random' things happening lately but then , nothing in Heaven is random 8-). I all of a sudden connected with a medium who had done the reading for me that set me on this path. FB has a lot to answer for. Her name appeared as being a mutual friend but when I checked, this is not so. Heaven is at work.

Be Blessed.

Is 'Knowing' going to be enough?

My mind is exhausted. I have been struggling with so many thoughts rushing through my mind. Which path do I follow? I am beginning preparation for my next Reiki attunement. Definitely this is part of the journey for the spiritual people I come in contact with have all said they can feel the waves of healing coming from me. That they see it in my aura. I am looking forward to Reiki two as I shall then be able to do distance healing for those who want it.

There has been as rush of requests for Angel cards readings, something I always enjoy but now someone has asked something else of me and I am not sure my skills are developed enough for fulfilling their request. I have 'knowing' but it is yet so random or comes through the angel cards but this will be a whole new journey.

May your angels watch over you. Call upon Archangel Michael for protection and for your healing ask the help of Archangel Raphael. And always ask your own Angel for help, nothing delights them more than to smooth your path where they can and to guide you as you learn the lessons of life that have been chosen for you, by you. Be Blessed.