Really Lost the plot today.

I am so low today. I know my angels are out there. Waiting for me to ask them for help. I want help , just can't believe that I don't have the strength to move forward on my own. I should have faith but today it is too low or maybe it is just I am too low to see and believe that what is before me is real.

I sat in Circle

I sat in circle and it was really a most amazing experience. For those who don't know what I mean, it is a spiritual circle. Usually it is people who have the necessary gifts needed to be clairvoyants ( mediums if you prefer) . I was there for them to practice their readings and I was fortunate in receiving a message from my dearest GEF. I miss him so very much and this is month contains the anniversary of his passing. It gave me so much comfort to get the message which awed me with it's accuracy. And for the sceptics reading this, and yes I used to be one myself, he gave me a memory link to something that only he and I knew about. He spoke of the coming changes in my life , the path I was following and the things I dreamed of. All was too accurate to be 'just a lucky guess'. Yes there are charlatans out there who get rich on other peoples grief but there truly are those out there will the real gift which they use in love and not for personal gain. I never use my gifts for anything but the highest good , I seek no personal gain , I just wish to share the gift in the hope it gives healing to those who need it. Nothing in heaven is random , all happens as it should , when it should and for why it should.

May you all be blessed.

Miracle Picture by Thomas Kinkaid

I was emailed this picture last night. It is purported to contain a miracle.

Sharing of Spiritual Gifts

It has been a hard few days and I have felt myself slipping downwards into my 'pit' as a result. Worry about things that are past and can not be altered is a waste of energy and spirit. I had an 'Angel Message' in the form of a quote in Sasa's blog. I do believe there is no such thing as coincidence. Everything is sychronistic as Jung has said.

I attended my Spiritual group meeting as always last night and was uplifted for a time whilst I was there. We discussed many things ; palmistry , dream interpretation and the decoding of messages received. I am up for dream translating next month . It is always something that has drawn me but I am wary of translating dreams for others. I am told that I need to overcome this particular hurdle and to use my gifts. B is forever reminding us that we have been blessed with certain gifts and, as such, are duty bound to share them with others. To exchange the energies as she puts it. It is not that I am not happy to use my skills for others, I am , but it is the fear of peoples' reactions to what we share. People will willingly accept the use of certain gifts but others scare them and so those of us who possess this gifts prefer to hide them away and let them become rusty through lack of use.

Why?

I have been in so much pain today, physical and emotional. Sometimes it would be wonderful if life had a rewind button and you could alter what has happened or followed different paths. I am going to my Spiritual group this evening. I am looking forward to tonight's discussion which I believe will be on Karma. Maybe it will help make my thoughts on previous experiences more ordered.

I used to talk to this girl via email . We communicated back and forth for several years until her emails stopped very abruptly . After close to a year of hearing nothing I had email from her husband to say she had taken her own life and nobody knows why . I know she was ill and had many physical problems but this was the last thing I expected to hear . What makes people feel so desperate they do that?

The Mayan Prophecies

I have just started reading 'The Mayan Prophecies'. I have heard so much about the 2012 predictions for the world but all in tiny little scraps and I want to start putting the jigjaw together. Some of the Mayan predictions have already happened or are happening. Did they really predict future events or is it all a huge hoax ? We have only to wait until 22nd of December 2012 . Then all will be revealed if the predictions are true . Spiritualistic things are coming more and for to the fore in my life. I find that people are more open about Angels and connected matters. Whether this is because my focus is on this that I notice it more or whether there really is a surge in believers I would not like to say. Do you believe in Angels?

I will do an Angel card reading for the first person who comments. Just say if you want a general reading or you have a specific matter for which you would like the Angels to give you insight . Remember I do the readings, I do not interpret them , that is for you to do :-)

Angel Sightings

During World War I, a whole British battalion saw what was an army of Angels over Mons, Belgium. The Angels apparently prevented these soldiers from being massacred and this has become a very well documented event. ( Google the Angel of Mons). Angels seem to be appearing more and more in our lives, more books are written about events where people feel that an Angel must have been with them and shielded them from disaster, or provided help with other situations. I like to believe that they do exist, that they are part of our lives, be they real Angels or just those among us who are 'Earth Angels'

May you all be blessed by Heavenly Father and may His Angels always watch over you.

Oh,what a week. Makes me wonder what will happen next. I think I must have been really wicked in my past life and am paying for it now. Seriously though, it seems if it can go wrong, it will go wrong.
I was looking at other blogs, blog surfing! It was fun and very interesting. I did find one blog written my a woman who was condemning Wicca. I found her thoughts very interesting but I don't think she has actually studied Wicca as several of her observations were, shall we say, a little inaccurate? I am not Wiccan myself , I just enjoy studying things. I do love the principle that Wicca promotes 'An it harm none' . Can you think of anything more gentle? Isn't that how we should be in life ? Cause harm to no one ? It is a wonderful ideal.

I am off to Blog Surf some more!

Angelic Intervention?

I have been trying to decide what to do lately. I have a job I adore but health problems mean I need to either cut down my workload or change my career entirely. This left me trying to choose what I stop doing and what I retain.

Today I found out that a 'friend' had been behind my back and asked for work she knows that I do. I don't feel her approach was fair or ethical but there you are.
I suppose it was one way of making the choice. It still leaves me feeling extremely unhappy but then, why she care? Angelic Intervention?