Really Lost the Plot

I am having one of those times in my life where I don't know exactly where I am heading, nor even why.  When Joe tells me I have lost the plot, he isn't kidding. I go up and down like a child's yo yo.  I believe I know and understand my path in life but why do other people, who are only on the fringes of my life, think they know better.  Well meaning of them, I am sure, but they don't walk the same pathways, they don't wear the same shoes. 


See, I have contradicted myself.  In one sentence I say I am lost, in another I know where I am heading.  I lost the plot :-). Back to the drawing board of life.