So much has been happening, some good, some not so good. It feels like I have been swimming against the tide and not always very successfully. I shall write more about that at a later time, now is not the right moment.

This is a beautiful country. I sit and watch the ocean nearly every day and it is so awesome to watch this creation, Mother earth. She needs to be protected and nurtured. I feel we are slowly destroying her beauty with our careless ways.

Naughty Girl :-)

Time keeps getting away from me and I forget to come here to blog.

Been a bit of a rough road of late with the depression and health problems knocking at my door. Spiritually my development has cruised along steadily and I have been doing more and more Angel Card reading s for people from several countries. Their feedback has been very encouraging.

I Promise ( sorry for the pun) to do better in the future.

So much happening

So much has been happening to me that to come here to post was completely beyond me. I ended up feeling very low, the depression really just beat me down but know I am getting well again, able to fight back. I still am facing the health problems that are slowly robbing me of my ability to my job, the one I love so much. Maybe something new will come for me. I shall ask the Divine and wait to see what doors will open for me.

Spiritually I am moving forward at a good pace. I still do angel card readings for those who ask and I am always delighted when people tell me how accurate they prove to be. Evidence that the Divine is guiding me. I still work with Spirit but not sure that , as a 'Sensitive', I prefer that term to that of medium, I want to go on platform. Every reading I have tells me it is what I am meant to do but I still feel my path lies elsewhere. Maybe spirit is right and I am supposed to use my gifts that way but for me the healing draws me more.

Oh, what a life!

Oh, what a life. I seem to lurch from one set of problems to another. Spiritually I am developing well my teachers tell me. My angel card readings continue to be accurate as is my pendulum work. I , so I am told, have a special talent for holding objects and picking up things about their owners from the object. And no, I was not told who owned what. It was a 'blind' test so to speak. I have done some clairvoyance too. This is limited but, so I am told, was accurate. Heavenly Father sure has given me some unusual gifts.

I have been so bad at blogging recently. I mean to but somehow life gets in the way. And so does the depression. I will win through though.

These past few months

It has been a very intense few months. So much has happened. I have come through another bout of depression, a really deep one. But I have come through it. My blog has been neglected as a result but now I am up on my feet again and hope I stay that way.

An more is learnt in circle

I learn more and more as I sit in Circle. And I have become hungry! The more I learn, the more I want to know. There is so much out there that I would love to have the answers to.

After the prayers that start our journey together, we do meditiation. I thought I would never let my mind quieten enough to do this but I am getting so much better . In my last meditation, my darling love came to me and I could see him so clearly, hear his voice and feel his touch. He was so real. It was wonderful to talk to him. He told me he had the answers I was searching for , all of them. He also told me that I needed to find them for myself and that I would be guided, to trust my guide and my angels. Then he smiled and was gone. I miss him so much from my life but know he is safe and happy where he is and, when Heavenly Father wills it, we will be together once more.

There was much talk of the gifts Heavenly Father has given us and their correct use. That we must work on the Spiritual laws. The last one, of unconditional love, will be the hardest to follow. In my next post I shall list the laws and say which ones I am working on , then I can post my successes and failures.

Be Blessed.

Depression is just the pits

I am through the worst now but depression is just the pits. One moment you are in sunshine and next you feel like all the happiness has been sucked out of your life. My friends say it is because I take on everyone else's problems but they don't understand that it is because I choose to. Why should I ignore another persons pain when just a few words of comfort can lighten their load. I think we will never agree on what I believe.